I miss you so much

"Idk if you can remember this place but I think about those times all the time. Time when we were totally different from now. I wish we could stop fighting on such silly things and if we were to really end just because of things from the past later idk it just makes me so sad. I try to understand your pov of what you felt and thought about those things but nothing could justify the kind of words you used for me. If we continued fighting and I also said anything one day I would regret it so much but idk how you say and repeat and just repeated everything in that 2 weeks. I cannot keep begging you for respect everyday yash. I could never do this to you cuz I respect you so much more but maybe you don't respect me enough and any relationship wouldn't continue without respect and care. If this is how you're treating me over things from the past I doubt our future. I still love you and miss you tho."